Looking for you Looking for youI live in the abysI slumber in the darknessBlind by black I amI search of the river styxLooking for alluvial goldWith my one gold piece panGoing from flake to chunkWashing the one away with the nextGold feels like rock and rocks feel like no otherAnything sparkels in my misty gaze but,The boatsman waitsBecause I can not end life before I find you.
Wings WingsI want to take you under my wings,Were you may play foreveron my hearthstrings
I could fear I could fearI fear death.As long I live I will fear it until I'm deadBecause then it has already happened and when dead you can't fear anymore.I just could end this agonising pain living in fear.I could jump of a building,But I am afraid of heights.I could drown myself,But I am afraid of water.I could cut my wrists,But I can not stand the sight of blood.I could suffocate myself with a plastic bag,But I am claustrophobic.I could jump in front of a train,But I am afraid people would be mad at me for delaying their train.I could overcome one of those fears,But I am afraid of death.
Cold and Hot Cold/hotYour eyes throw icy chills through my spine.Just to cool me off before you warm mewith that lovely smile.
Sta.sh
